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12 walking home from school. For some reason I walked a different way home then I usually. I honestly don't know why I just did. I'm a block from my house and I decide to cut through this alley. The second I do, 3 dudes (now looking back they probably were probably around 16-1 run up on me and one pulls out a gun and puts in to my dome. I stood frozen and dudes starting going through my pockets and running through my book back. The whole time the one cat got the gun to the side of my head.
After running through my stuff, one of them turns and starts talking **** to me
"You just gonna lets up run through your ****?"
"Yall got a gun to my head"
"Shut the **** up!" N with the gun says
"Yo this little N wants to go head up" says the third one as he's putting on my jacket
"You wanna square up N" one with the gun says.
The second one then squares up and rocks my jaw with a left jab. I don't fall down, but I stumble. At this point I'm more worried about falling down and getting stomped out. Dude socks me in the gut and then rocks me again with a shot to face. The whole time the one with the gun is point it at me. My heart was racing but at this point I was just numb. It felt like I was watching this all happen. Finally the third one walks up to me,
"Keep ya head up little N".
He throws my bag back to my feet and walks off with my jacket. He yells at the other one's to come on. The second one walks off, but the third one with gun just stands there pointing it dead at my face. I felt like he stood there for hours, but really it was just a few seconds. He jerks the gun at me and yells "POW!!!"
I physically pee'd my pants when he did that but I just stood there. He runs off to catch up his boys and they were gone. I just stood there for about minute and I just was stuck. I couldn't understand why I wasn't crying and my heart just kept beating faster and faster. I picked up my bag and as I was walking away I see all these grown men who had been in the house behind me working in the yard. They just looked at me and I just stared back at them, and I'm not gonna lie when I saw them I was sooooo pissed I wish I could have hit them with something. One of them asks me if I'm ok and I just give him the finger and walk home.
I went home and I cried for a while. This is 97 so ain't no cellphones. My mom had already left work and no one was home so I had to wait about a hour before someone came in. I told my mom, who called my dad and uncles. My older brother and cousin came I told them and they just went out the door to go hunting. I never saw the dudes again (I grew up in that hood so I knew everybody, and I didn't recognize them).
That day was major turning point in my life. Certain Nters know how I get down now. I ain't gonna go into it more than that.
After running through my stuff, one of them turns and starts talking **** to me
"You just gonna lets up run through your ****?"
"Yall got a gun to my head"
"Shut the **** up!" N with the gun says
"Yo this little N wants to go head up" says the third one as he's putting on my jacket
"You wanna square up N" one with the gun says.
The second one then squares up and rocks my jaw with a left jab. I don't fall down, but I stumble. At this point I'm more worried about falling down and getting stomped out. Dude socks me in the gut and then rocks me again with a shot to face. The whole time the one with the gun is point it at me. My heart was racing but at this point I was just numb. It felt like I was watching this all happen. Finally the third one walks up to me,
"Keep ya head up little N".
He throws my bag back to my feet and walks off with my jacket. He yells at the other one's to come on. The second one walks off, but the third one with gun just stands there pointing it dead at my face. I felt like he stood there for hours, but really it was just a few seconds. He jerks the gun at me and yells "POW!!!"
I physically pee'd my pants when he did that but I just stood there. He runs off to catch up his boys and they were gone. I just stood there for about minute and I just was stuck. I couldn't understand why I wasn't crying and my heart just kept beating faster and faster. I picked up my bag and as I was walking away I see all these grown men who had been in the house behind me working in the yard. They just looked at me and I just stared back at them, and I'm not gonna lie when I saw them I was sooooo pissed I wish I could have hit them with something. One of them asks me if I'm ok and I just give him the finger and walk home.
I went home and I cried for a while. This is 97 so ain't no cellphones. My mom had already left work and no one was home so I had to wait about a hour before someone came in. I told my mom, who called my dad and uncles. My older brother and cousin came I told them and they just went out the door to go hunting. I never saw the dudes again (I grew up in that hood so I knew everybody, and I didn't recognize them).
That day was major turning point in my life. Certain Nters know how I get down now. I ain't gonna go into it more than that.