I had my first DMT experience this past Saturday......and wow...I'm not even sure I can fully describe it to you guys in words...
I def. "broke through" too...I had my wife with me, she knows I've been wanting to do DMT for awhile now and I finally got a hold of some... (she's never tried it but has researched it a lot with me...)
She was there pushing me to take that 3rd big rip...and telling me to lay down and relax and just let it happen...
I was fighting with it because I love this world, my wife, baby girl etc...and I didn't want to leave them...
The feeling I had was I literally left my body...my soul was somewhere else...
I took the first hit and it felt like a mild mushroom/LSD trip...(melting walls, distorted vision...)
I took the 2nd hit right after and this is where it started getting crazy...
I closed my eyes and could see this revolving "Aztec" (best way I can describe it...) type shapes going around and around (Terrance McKenna describes this part as the "Chrysanthemum" part of the trip...like a holding area before your soul fully leaves...) Which I think is true because as that was going on I was def. still here on this planet....
But that's when my wife said "Take the 3rd hit!" She really had to push me to do it because you feel so crazy and like I said I literally felt my soul leaving my body somewhat and I didn't want to leave (in fear of never coming back
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So I take the 3rd hit and BOOM my soul feels like it totally leaves my body....my wife said it was like I was unconscious for a few minutes but my body was on like "auto-pilot"...
My breathing and heart rate was fine...
This is the point where it gets a little cloudy in my memory, like when you're trying to remember a dream....but I had my wife there with me so she jotted down everything I said when I came back...
I was greeted by this figure, I couldn't see any details (eyes, nose, etc...) but it looked like it had really long hair and the impression I got was that it was a female...
I felt like I was a part of everything, like we are all connected...all of us.
The one thing I CLEARLY remember is this "being" saying "I love you" and I replied "I love you too..."
I know I wasn't saying it to my wife because she said I was totally silent the whole time...
When I came back I was just in awe, I literally felt like bursting into tears (tears of joy not fear)....
It was seriously amazing...unlike anything I've ever experienced before...
Now, my take on it...(and it could be totally not true...) but DMT gives you a little taste of what happens when you die...I have no doubt that our souls live on even after this vessel/body dies...
Anyways, that's my story...if anyone has any questions please feel free to ask...