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AIGHT...
so i look up and i'm finally finished with my finals. first semester was a doozy.. i was going hard, studying late into the night at the library w/ a couple classmates.
i've never been the type to be in the library cuz... well... i was too swagged up to be around a bunch of people. ( stupid, but fuggit.. thats how i felt )
my team got super slim over the past couple months. i've been so into studying for the finals, i just figured, "meh.. i'll fap'em out"... its less time consuming, ya know...
but when i was in the library... i seen some of THE finest yambs at my school. the cold part is, it seems like that's where ALL the black girls from my school were at... and i'm talking late into the night... just sittin around talking with their friends... they're all some good eye candy... and i feel like they can tell i'm not one of the regular cats there... i dont think i'm better than anyone cuz i'm in grad school... but i think they can SEE that i'm in grad school, ya know? or they can sense that i'm a little more mature... amiright Patty melt?... i just feel like they give me a little bit longer of a look...
i think going there would have me posin' to get chosen... but a few negatives... dealing w/ the young yambs is tricky... and dealing w/ the yambs around friends is tricky... catch a chick solo dolo and i'm all for it... sitting at the table w/ her friends is a hit or miss cuz if ONE friend is felling me, that will raise the value... but if ONE friend says i'm wack, that will ruin it cuz chicks are so easily influenced by their fellow birds.
but like i said... i've literally developed rust from two months of fapping and studying... i posted a few pages back that i dropped a SERIOUS ball w/ a chick that was digging me... i've completely forgot about who she was, but still... that stuff aint cool...
as of now, school is out... but i'm bustin my tail trying to get some schollys to pay for school, an internship, and get my motorcycle fixed... plus these holiday retail hours are :x . i just dont have too much time to deal w/ these birds.
to the yambily... stay on top of that mouthpiece... and if you want to get back in the groove... know out a no-fap month.... that will get you ROLLIN...
i seriously want to go scoop a big stupid booty from the club or at walmart or anywhere and just have them yambs meltin' on the the D... but my mouthpiece and confidence in said mouthpiece is on a quarter of a tank...
Finished finals Thursday....
Got back to my city and Smanged my girl with the fury of an emancipated slave last night, then laid up and watched Ted. For sure, quality yambs + quality conversation afterwards =
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