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one of my grimey moments was when i was about 17-18. (class of 04) I had already dropped out of school and was completely on my Dboy #@$. I was selling hard at the time,
and i would ALWAYS get over on the fiends...... Well one day i was servin, and a girl from my HS came to copp. (First time copping from me) I had always seen her around school, and she was the finest/most popular girl. BAR NONE. She was a cheerleader/president of the school, and I was just a dude from the hood WHO NEVER HAD A CHANCE WITH A GIRL LIKE THIS. We were cut from completely different cloths. and she was older than me (class of 03, or 02 ) At the time i could tell she hadn't been using very long, She was still very beautiful, and didn't seem like the rest of the fiends i dealt with. This changed very fast over a short period of time. She first starting coming with 20 or 40 bucks, 1 or 2 times a day. Then it started being Dopefiend rentals with her car. ( we would use it for 3-4 hours, and give her some work for using her wheels. ) Shortly after this..... When she was still Fine than a B**** (she knew how bad she was) She told me she was broke, and needed her car to do some stuff. I told her i couldnt help her unless she paid. Then she offered me Sex, or a BJ for 10 bucks work..... and I gladly excepted and got dome.
She would come through EVERYDAY, and this ended up happening for 2-3 months. at the time I was gone off Xanax, so i didnt have a conscious, or a healthy mind.
I never really felt bad until years after i kicked my pill habit. then later on i started feeling as if i had contributed (which I did) to her downfall. this was years ago, and havent seen or heard from her since. I hope she cleaned up and got back on the road to success. This was NEVER her kind of lifestyle. A good example of us would have been...... Plies (me) and Taylor Swift. (her) We both never had any business doing what we were doing.
I have alot of these stories being that im from the Hood in H-town. I like to think of myself as a "productive citizen" now, but ive been through the worst.
I never really felt bad until years after i kicked my pill habit. then later on i started feeling as if i had contributed (which I did) to her downfall. this was years ago, and havent seen or heard from her since. I hope she cleaned up and got back on the road to success. This was NEVER her kind of lifestyle. A good example of us would have been...... Plies (me) and Taylor Swift. (her) We both never had any business doing what we were doing.