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Damn I really need something uplifting...
I feel defeated. Not negative or upset or anything, but I really just feel like I don't give a %*%* anymore. I'm tired of giving up everything just to study and I just want some time off to myself to rethink. But I don't dare stop grinding cause I don't want to lose what I've done so far. Every day I stress myself out trying to make sure I can succeed. All my thoughts are centered on how can I do better, etc. There's so much stress built up in me and with the school year coming to an end I just want to stop now, but I can't with the end in sight.
Everyday I feel tired and drained of energy, just being in a good mood is so hard cause I'm so exhausted all the time.
I feel defeated. Not negative or upset or anything, but I really just feel like I don't give a %*%* anymore. I'm tired of giving up everything just to study and I just want some time off to myself to rethink. But I don't dare stop grinding cause I don't want to lose what I've done so far. Every day I stress myself out trying to make sure I can succeed. All my thoughts are centered on how can I do better, etc. There's so much stress built up in me and with the school year coming to an end I just want to stop now, but I can't with the end in sight.
Everyday I feel tired and drained of energy, just being in a good mood is so hard cause I'm so exhausted all the time.