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Let me start this off by saying I've never truly been serious about working out. I would be committed for a month then just stop for no reason outside of laziness. Lately I've just had the sudden urge to try and get bigger. Been eating like crazy so I know I got that part on lock.
So today I pick up the adjustable dumbells I have in the crib and get to work and damn I haven't felt more ashamed. Couldn't even do 3x8 overhead press with 20lb dumbells. **** even a 60lb bench press was killing me a bit. Arms shaking and all that man. Sucks to admit to yourself that you're pretty physically weak. I gotta do better.
Everybody starts somewhere. A long journey starts with a first step. When I first started I was huge and could barely bench 95 pounds.....