brahs, first let me tell you about myself. out of all the girls ive smashed, they are via relationships... until yesterday. so this girl is feeling me, we've been friends for some years now, took her on a date like a month or two ago; nothing happened since because i'm not interested, but we still text. fast forward to last week, we play kings at my crib with friends, she sleeps over and we cuddle. so 2 days ago, she goes play kings again at a different house and i'm not there. she's drunk talmbout how she like me cause my boy told me. she hits me up saying she wants to come over so i tell my boy to just take her home. yes, i didnt want her to come over cause it was 3 in the morning on a weekday and i already knew i wasnt going to get it in. but anyways, she lies to my boy saying that i said yeah to bring her over. so when she gets here, they wake me up so im like w/e and let her in. we just cuddled and kiss. yesterday, we hit up a food festival with friends and i bring her back to my crib before we go get dinner to kill time.
here's where i took the L, or one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. we cuddle again and she lets me grab her **** and see em. that's it though, i get the meanest blue balls at dinner and we go back to my crib again. i tell her she gave me blue balls so she says lets have sex. we first started making out, and get naked. im like i cant get hard unless you give me top, and she does it. but ya boy could not get hard at all
. i dont know if its cause i have no feelings for her at all or what, but needless to say i didnt not get the yambs. we go play a small kings game again and dip back to my place. morning comes, we're kissing again, so we go back at it. im sucking on her ******* and fingering her, and we proceed to the dome. she insisted that i use a condom cause she's on her period, i agree and within seconds of putting it on, i became flaccid. we hit up the shower to clean up and try it again. got a better boner this time, but i still could not keep it if my life depended on it
. yambs were not had again. she's planning to make ya boy dinner tomorrow night. but i will definitely try to smash again this week. how do i proceed? watch porn before she arrives? this is legit the first jumpoff of my career. my boys tell me it's normal not to get erect if you have no feelings.
